Day 85

I wrote a personal account of why I support defunding the police today via this Twitter post. I wanted to share the text with you all here as well:

“There have been two times during my lifetime that I was assaulted & the police became involved. And I am here to say #DefundThePolice because they are not there to protect or keep us safe. Hear me out:

When I was 15 years old I was sexually assaulted by a boy I went to school with. When my father found out, he called the police. I was treated like a suspect by the cops, who interrogated me without family or anyone present.

The police who questioned me made me feel as though the assault was my fault, asking questions like ‘what were you wearing?’ and ‘were you drinking?’ The experience left me so traumatized that I ended up telling them that I wanted to do it and dropped the charges.

The perpetrator never faced any consequences, and was never held accountable for the assault.

This experience was so formative that to this day I feel threatened when around cops. And I have had to deal w/ the repercussions of the assault for 25 years.

The second experience was when I was mugged outside of my apartment. The perpetrator came from behind and smashed my head into the ground. They took my keys and went inside my apartment as I laid outside, unconscious.

Once I came to, I called 911. The police eventually came. Again, they questioned me as though this was somehow my fault. They did not seem to be concerned about my injury, or about how unsafe I felt being in my apartment.

They scribbled a few words down and handed me a sort of boilerplate police report. I was left feeling no more ‘safe’ and certainly not ‘protected.’

A few days later, I called the phone # on the paper they gave me to inquire if they had made any progress w/ my case. The officer who answered asked what was stolen. I said, ‘nothing I don’t think, but I was assaulted & the perpetrator had my keys & was inside of my apartment.’

The officer laughed.

I was treated horribly, in both cases, and I realize that I have an incredible amount of privilege as a white person. If my experience with the police has been THIS terrible — can you even imagine how black folks are treated?

Something to consider when you are using, ‘but who will I call if I am raped or robbed?’ as an excuse for keeping a corrupt, racist, sexist, and entirely broken system in place.

We must take this opportunity to re-imagine what a more just, compassionate and effective infrastructure for public safety & accountability could look like. And it ain’t the #FOP. We must #DefundThePolice and start anew.”

 

Day 82

Happy to take the day off of work today, to catch up on some organizing stuff… and to head out to some protests later this afternoon! Also very excited about Black Lives Matter Chicago’s list of demands — please share them far and wide.

See you in the streets!

Day 81

Feeling extremely on edge today. There was a lot of “action” near my apartment last night — a police formation nearby at Mayor Lori Lightfoot’s house prevented protestors from assembling on her street, as well as a high speed car chase. I heard helicopters overhead for hours and hours, with cop cars speeding by and sirens all around me. Apparently the car chase was connected to a homicide… and the suspect did not give up so easily! He evaded the police all over the northwest side, ran from 10+ cops during a foot chase at one point, then carjacked someone (and another chase ensued). Several car crashes took place as a result. Sigh.

Wondering how so many people are up in arms about “looters” when we have a far more dangerous force looming about? I am much more scared of the police.

Day 80

Got an email late last night from Mike Madigan (🙄) letting me know I have been elected to serve on the 2020 Democratic National Convention Rules Committee, representing the Bernie Sanders campaign for Illinois.

So I am asking today, “what rules would you like to see the DNC change or make permanent? Please message me your thoughts at: shana@thepeoplesrevolution.org.

 

Day 79

Took a break from writing for an extra day this weekend because so much is going on and I am having trouble focusing on things. These revolutionary uprisings taking place across the U.S. have been truly inspiring… but the enactment of martial law, curfews, shutdowns of public transit and the occupation of our communities by a militarized police force and National Guard — have been frightening developments. I am feeling both that we are on the precipice of real systemic change, along with “this won’t end well.”

I guess my question today is, if those in power really wanted the people to calm down and stop protesting, wouldn’t they: A) cede to at least some of their demands; B) stop deliberately provoking them through occupying communities with military forces; and/or C) stop disorienting people and making their everyday lives more difficult during a pandemic by shutting down entire parts of the city, streets, public transit, etc.?

Photo by Paul Goyette

Here is the footage of an amazing press conference posted by Black Lives Matter Chicago today, check it out.