Day 66

Getting nervous that our shelter-at-home order has not been extended into June yet here in Illinois… just hearing more and more chatter of everything opening up to “help small businesses.” Yet the death toll each day just climbs and climbs — and that is under the order.

What is going to happen once the shelter-in-place order is lifted? It doesn’t take a scientist to tell you that (but is anyone listening to scientists or those most impacted anyway?).

Wicker Park residents not practicing social distancing nor wearing masks this past weekend.

This is what I have to ask all of those electeds who are supposed to be acting in our best interest, and all those who “can’t wait” because they are “sooooo tired of being cooped up”…

What is the number of dead Americans you are comfortable with?

Day 65

I have been thinking about a powerful image I came across the other day.

As seen at The Bronx Zoo (NYC) in 1963, an exhibit:

It read, “You are looking at the most dangerous animal in the world. It alone of all the animals that ever lived can exterminate (and has) entire species of animals. Now it has the power to wipe out all life on earth.”

The patron saw their own reflection; it was a mirror with bars on it.

Day 61

Getting ready to take a drive up to Milwaukee to deliver Phil’s birthday present. I’m a little nervous as I haven’t: A) driven very much in the past two months, B) haven’t visited Phil in Milwaukee in several months, and C) Wisconsin’s supreme court has overturned their safer-at-home order, so not sure if people there are practicing social distancing. Preparing my mask, gloves and hand sanitizer as we speak!

Glad to take a day off work and get out of dodge though.

Day 60

Today’s episode of Democracy Now! was incredible, and well overdue. It covered the impact the COVID-19 pandemic on mental health, and the impact it could have for generations to come. I know many who have been struggling (myself included), and I have felt like the issue has barely been covered. Thank you Amy Goodman! You can watch/listen to it here.

Day 59

I am happy to report a minor victory today! I finally got ahold of my Dad’s doctor to have him fill out the necessary forms for FMLA leave. This is one day after my Dad’s employer said he was considered out of work without approval — and that they would be charging him out-of-pocket for his medical insurance premiums (also meaning he could be terminated).

His leave due to being at high risk for COVID-19 has not yet been approved, but at least he has the proper documentation to submit.

It’s the small victories right now… I’ll take ‘em.

Day 58

I’ve been trying to help my Dad not lose his job for the past couple weeks. He is 67, with multiple underlying conditions (including a recent lung infection he was hospitalized for). He is a truck driver, who delivers blood and plasma from hospital to hospital — and would be doing so without PPE.

My Dad is also on the less fortunate side of the “digital divide”, in a time where many HR functions, speaking to your doctor, etc. have moved online. So I have been trying to assist him by writing his doctor for regular notes via MyChart. For a while, while he had paid time off that he had accrued — so things were going okay. But once he ran out, he had to apply for leave under the Family Medical Leave Act (basically this ensures you don’t lose your job, but are out on unpaid leave), and was rejected. I won’t go into the blow-by-blow of the whole Kafkaesque nightmare, but it has been hard seeing my Dad give up hope.

I am doing what I can, but the system is very, very broken. And COVID-19 has made all these incredible problems more apparent and palpable. Just wondering how to go about fixing it all…

Day 57

Today was our very first department meeting since being sheltered in place… it only took us 57 days! Was good to hear from my co-workers and to be given a forum to discuss how we are coping, and what our job-related struggles and needs are.

A few things we talked about worried me… first was that my co-workers are still working out of our office. They are staggering days, but there is zero plan in place for how to socially distance in our office building (we have shared hallways, bathrooms, elevators and other common areas with other businesses). Then, even if things do start to open up, how would we accomplish social distancing that requires multi-business coordination and sanitation? I was also troubled by the amount of revenue we aren’t bringing in (and it doesn’t look like we will bring in this year). Does this mean we could potentially lose our jobs? My boss didn’t know the answer to that, but layoffs have happened at my non-profit in the past during times of economic downturn.

All and all a good meeting though. It was promising to hear my boss talk about our workplace (and businesses in general) becoming more compassionate.

Day 45

A lot of people have been asking, “what would solve the COVID-19 crisis?”

I have been thinking about this a lot and I think that the demands the Poor People’s Campaign is making (“A Moral Response to COVID-19”) of Congress and the Trump administration are pretty comprehensive:

WE DEMAND THAT YOU INCLUDE:

1. Immediate, comprehensive and permanent paid sick leave for 100% of employees for this pandemic. Paid sick leave must become standard across all sectors of the labor market.
2. Immediate health care for all, including 100% free COVID-19 testing, treatment and quality care to all, regardless of income, age, disability, citizenship or any other factor, and including the uninsured.
3. A guaranteed and adequate annual income/universal income, including rapid, direct payments to all low-wage and temporary workers for the duration of this crisis, from grocery, fast food and delivery workers, care workers, and pharmacists to others who remain on the front lines and are severely underpaid.
4. A national moratorium on evictions, tax foreclosures, rent hikes, and a national rent freeze. This includes an immediate halt to encampment sweeps and towing vehicles of unhoused communities. Federal resources must be directed to local and state governments towards opening and preparing vacant and habitable buildings, properties and warehouses to house and provide adequate care for all people who are homeless. This includes ensuring education, food assistance and health care for homeless children and provisions for medical testing, treatment and respite for the homeless.
5. Jubilee and debt forgiveness for medical debt, student debt, water, utilities and other forms of household debt.
6. Protections for our democracy and the right to vote with expanded opportunities to vote during this crisis and an expanded census to ensure every person is accounted for.

WE ALSO DEMAND:

1. A national moratorium on water and utility shut-offs, a waiver of all late-payment charges, and reinstitution of any services that have already been cut off due to nonpayment, including access to cellular and internet service. We demand policies that establish affordability-based plans for water and other utility services.
2. Expansion of resources and funding for FEMA and the EPA to ensure access to emergency care and clean air, water and land for all.
3. Ending work requirements on all federal benefits, including SNAP and Medicaid.
4. Resources to keep all rural hospitals and community health centers open, and an infusion of resources to Indian Health Services.
5. Permanent protections for social security, Medicare and Medicaid.
6. Emergency OSHA standards for health care workers, first responders and anyone else in frontline positions.
7. Protections for people in mental health facilities, prisons and juvenile detention centers, especially supplies, personnel, testing and treatment. This includes the release of all at risk populations and non-violent offenders and detainees.
8. Suspension of all CBP and ICE enforcement and ensuring all emergency provisions are made available to immigrants, including undocumented people.
9. Increased support for public schools to provide continuous, equitable and quality remote learning access for the duration of any school closures, including for children with disabilities, and for schools to continue to provide social services for qualifying children and families.
10. Lifting all military and economic sanctions, ending unnecessary military operations overseas and bringing our troops home.
11. Measures to ensure that nobody — no individual or corporation or financial interest — profits off this public health crisis by making vaccines and treatments affordable and/or free for those who cannot afford the costs.

We also call on you to immediately enact the demands of the Poor People’s Campaign: A National Call for Moral Revival. Read them here: bit.ly/PPCDemands

Before COVID-19, nearly 700 people died everyday because of poverty and inequality in this country. The frontlines of this pandemic will be the poor and dispossessed – those who do not have access to healthcare, housing, water, decent wages, stable work or child care – and those who are continuing to work in this crisis, meeting our health care and other needs.

It should not have taken a pandemic to raise these resources. In June 2019, we presented a Poor People’s Moral Budget to the House Budget Committee, showing that we can meet these needs for this entire country. If you had taken up this Moral Budget, we would have already moved towards infusing more than $1.2 trillion into the economy to invest in health care, good jobs, living wages, housing, water and sanitation services and more.

This is not the time for trickle-down solutions. We know that when you lift from the bottom, everybody rises. There are concrete solutions to this immediate crisis and the longer term illnesses we have been battling for months, years and decades before. We will continue to organize and build power until you meet these demands.

Many millions of us have been hurting for far too long. We will not be silent anymore.

Needless to say, I am really looking forward to our Illinois Poor People’s Campaign Statewide Action Call tonight! For more info on our response to the COVID-19 pandemic, you can check out this page on our website, and if you agree with our demands you can sign our petition here.

Day 43

Got extremely caught up in my emotions yesterday. I was feeling anxious to start, and then feelings of abandonment were triggered… and it all went down hill from there. Luckily I was able to talk to a friend who calmed me down.

It’s strange how sometimes all you need is a fresh perspective to significantly regulate your emotions. I went from complete catastrophe to no big whoop — just like that.

Another thing that gives me perspective is the amount of lives being lost and torn apart right now. Seems almost narcissistic to lament about my own circumstances when so many are doing far worse.