Day 115

Excited to participate in today’s #BringInDaLight episode of The Hoodoisie! The Hoodoisie is:

“Chicago and America’s only bi-weekly underground live, live-streamed and web news show disseminating block-optic and radical perspectives on culture and politics occurring in different gentrifying neighborhoods every episode.”

Founder of The Hoodoisie, Ricardo Gamboa says, “The Hoodoisie is an accessible and entertaining attempt to center the experiences and perspectives of everyday people—particularly people of color, queers and women of color, and working-class people—and encourage them to engage the discourse that shapes their lives but from which they’re often excluded.”

I’ll be live tweeting (www.twitter.com/theshanaeast) to “celebrate” Mayor Lori Lightfoot as the show broadcasts live from 7:30-9:00pm CDT at: www.facebook.com/thehoodoisie. Please retweet the following hashtags:

#BringInDaLight #BringInTheLight #LoriLiefoot #DefundCPD

#ChicagosMayor #LoriLightfoot #LightfootLovesHILCO #LoriTheCop

#LoriIsACop #WeWantRecoveryLori #LoriHatesUs #StopLightfoot

#CopsOutFoCPS #CPDOutCPS #FueraHilco

Day 95

This morning, I took a look out my front window (I live in a storefront on a busy street in Chicago) and saw something taped to it from the outside. Low and behold, someone had taped this handmade sign underneath the “Defund the Police” poster I have in the window:

Seems strange that sort of people who are so up in arms about things like “looting” would perform an open call for robbery of the home of someone with different beliefs than them. Such outrage it must have took — literally calling for violence towards me, a single woman, when these types clutch their pearls about so-called “violent protest.” Pretty hypocritical if you ask me!

Anyway, I am keeping the sign up and getting a security camera (was thinking of putting a “SMILE — YOU’RE ON CAMERA” sign above my “Defund the Police” sign). Also considering getting a gun. Not going to be intimidated or bullied by fascists, and the revolution is only just starting!

Day 85

I wrote a personal account of why I support defunding the police today via this Twitter post. I wanted to share the text with you all here as well:

“There have been two times during my lifetime that I was assaulted & the police became involved. And I am here to say #DefundThePolice because they are not there to protect or keep us safe. Hear me out:

When I was 15 years old I was sexually assaulted by a boy I went to school with. When my father found out, he called the police. I was treated like a suspect by the cops, who interrogated me without family or anyone present.

The police who questioned me made me feel as though the assault was my fault, asking questions like ‘what were you wearing?’ and ‘were you drinking?’ The experience left me so traumatized that I ended up telling them that I wanted to do it and dropped the charges.

The perpetrator never faced any consequences, and was never held accountable for the assault.

This experience was so formative that to this day I feel threatened when around cops. And I have had to deal w/ the repercussions of the assault for 25 years.

The second experience was when I was mugged outside of my apartment. The perpetrator came from behind and smashed my head into the ground. They took my keys and went inside my apartment as I laid outside, unconscious.

Once I came to, I called 911. The police eventually came. Again, they questioned me as though this was somehow my fault. They did not seem to be concerned about my injury, or about how unsafe I felt being in my apartment.

They scribbled a few words down and handed me a sort of boilerplate police report. I was left feeling no more ‘safe’ and certainly not ‘protected.’

A few days later, I called the phone # on the paper they gave me to inquire if they had made any progress w/ my case. The officer who answered asked what was stolen. I said, ‘nothing I don’t think, but I was assaulted & the perpetrator had my keys & was inside of my apartment.’

The officer laughed.

I was treated horribly, in both cases, and I realize that I have an incredible amount of privilege as a white person. If my experience with the police has been THIS terrible — can you even imagine how black folks are treated?

Something to consider when you are using, ‘but who will I call if I am raped or robbed?’ as an excuse for keeping a corrupt, racist, sexist, and entirely broken system in place.

We must take this opportunity to re-imagine what a more just, compassionate and effective infrastructure for public safety & accountability could look like. And it ain’t the #FOP. We must #DefundThePolice and start anew.”

 

Day 82

Happy to take the day off of work today, to catch up on some organizing stuff… and to head out to some protests later this afternoon! Also very excited about Black Lives Matter Chicago’s list of demands — please share them far and wide.

See you in the streets!

Day 81

Feeling extremely on edge today. There was a lot of “action” near my apartment last night — a police formation nearby at Mayor Lori Lightfoot’s house prevented protestors from assembling on her street, as well as a high speed car chase. I heard helicopters overhead for hours and hours, with cop cars speeding by and sirens all around me. Apparently the car chase was connected to a homicide… and the suspect did not give up so easily! He evaded the police all over the northwest side, ran from 10+ cops during a foot chase at one point, then carjacked someone (and another chase ensued). Several car crashes took place as a result. Sigh.

Wondering how so many people are up in arms about “looters” when we have a far more dangerous force looming about? I am much more scared of the police.